✌Identity Crisis

I have no clue who I am. I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going. Living day to day is getting exhausting, it's like going on an extended trip with nothing planned out. I know that doesn't sound so bad! It actually sounds like an adventure. Well, for me it is the most aggravating thing in the world. I love to have everything planned out. I want to know how my life will end up so I can plan accordingly. I hate surprises and life is nothing but a huge surprise. 

As I'm watching those around me starting and living there lives I can't help but to become sad that I am just sitting there doing nothing.
I graduated high school, went to college, and now I am in ministry school. But I don't know what I want to do after my time in the internship. Should I go to RSM, apply to college for counseling, or just go to work in the ministry?

It feels like I am the only one that doesn't have their stuff together. So in order to pick my self up I had to make some changes. I bleached my hair and I have a new outlook on life. I am still going to take things day by day but I am going to stay positive. My identity doesn't come from me knowing who I am or what I am suppose to do. My identity comes from Christ. Only he can define who I am. And he is the one who knows the ending to my story.

Only the best work takes time. And I am beginning to love and truly appreciate his work.