I woke up in a daze this morning and I had no clue why this happened, not until later today. Last night I had a dream about one of my "exes" I use that term lightly because I was just a kid when we "dated" but nevertheless we were together. Dreaming about him made me feel oddly comfortable even though I haven't seen or spoken with him in years. I think since I have been in a place where I am feeling as though nothing is making sense my subconscious thought I needed something that was familiar. Well done subconscious, well done. All you've done was make me feel like I need him back in my life. But I know I don't need him, he was stripped from my life for a reason. Reasons I don't know but God had a plan for my life and he obviously wasn't apart of it.
The one for me is still out there, I have no clue where he is or who he is. Only God knows who he is, who knows maybe the man I am suppose to be with already knows that I was made for him and is waiting for God to tell him that's it's time. All I know is I can't wait to meet him.
On Friday, two of my wonderful friends are getting married and it feels my heart with happiness knowing that they have found their forever.
My forever is out there somewhere waiting for me like I am waiting for him.
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