Weight loss: Day 1 and 2

I started my work out DVD yesterday morning and let me tell you MAN that shit is tough!! Today is the second day and my body continues to ache. Any subtitle movement causes me pain. But I must keep on. I have to reach my goal. I must loose weight and be happy. I know that I am beautiful the way I am, and that I should be happy to be who I am. And don't get me wrong I love ME! Yet, I want to love a skinnier me. I truly believe that I will 110% happier if I was 40 pounds lighter. I don't care what it takes but by my 19th birthday in December I will have lost that 40 pounds. And I will be wearing the clothes that I want to wear. And I will be a happier me! IT WILL HAPPEN. I just have to believe in myself!